its only life.

Tucked away in a hidden corner, I am studying Philosophy and Sociology. Hopefully, I would be able to last through the day. Feeling a bit sleepy already :3 My mind is full with thoughts and I can’t seem to put my finger on anything these days. My mood is on a rollercoaster ride. The pressure of exams is getting to me yet I could still laze for a couple hours and watch gossip girl. Haha. De-stressing mah (:

It has been raining these days and it gets pretty heavy sometimes. Must be the monsoon season already. I’d always loved rainy days because I somehow feel at peace when it rains. But when I want to go out, the rain is quite a hindrance actually. Unable to walk to the bus stop and bla bla bla.

Oh well, life goes on doesn’t it.

I’m so harpy for my friend who is in loveeeee and yes, we envy her. Sometimes, you just wonder when would your knight in shining armour would come and sweep you off your feet like in the books and movies.

Oh well, god does have a plan for us doesn’t he. We’ll see (:

Anyway, i’ve decided to move.

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1. hahaha. i’m midway through my sociology webcast and I just had this urge to blog. haha. 2 more webcast for Sociology and I’m done. (:
2. we had a birthday surprise for jojo today. All the anticipation was good fun. Trying to avoid meeting her, giving lame yet funny excuses and haha, all the nonsense and crazy funny stuff we went through. I’m so harpy that she’s harpy. <3
3. contemplating to switch to livejournal or wordpress.
4. hmm, finals are like uh NEXT WEEK for me ):
5. Pretty harpy with my South Asia CAs. harpy harpy (:
6. Has this really weird impulse to shop. Therefore, I am trying my best to resist from going out of campus (even though I want to do my grocery shopping!)
7. I really really really want to have a big fat smart brain. I’m too stupid to be in NUS. ):
8. Semester one is endingggg.
9. Did i tell you I love quiet and peaceful days in my PGP room. haha. i find it so nice (: good for the soul :D
10. GAh, i should get back to studying. TURRAH~!

Airports. I just have this thing for airports. The smell, sight and touch of it makes me all tingly and harpy. I somehow have this glowy feeling when I’m in the airport. Watching the uniformed pilots and us travellers buzzing around the airport gives me this tingly feeling. Whenever I’m at the airport, I feel at peace. Somehow like I am shut away from the “reality” and I’m somehow in my own fantasy land.

Though the trip is short but I always wanted to try long haul flights and business class ! :D

Anyway, its back to reality. one more month before I step into my lovely airport again (:

I’m drowning within all the philosophical stuff (which I somehow do not get a single bit of it) and all my south asian history stuff (ambedkar, buddhism, the caste system) and yes, ITS DRIVING ME NUTS. thats why I’m here. to freaking rant my butt off.

Ok. i’m done ranting. bYE!

I’m like taking my #213934 mini break while still forming the “body” of my south asia term paper. Its due on Wednesday and I still have this chillax feeling within me. Hmm, maybe its good and maybe its bad. I hope I will start writing tonight. I pretty much have all my information, its just that I have to piece them together and I hope it is the right answer my tutor is looking for.

I finally know how to cook my instant pasta thingy. I had it for lunch and I’m planning to get a pack of it for dinner and I’ll serve it with meatballs. (: how exciting.

I hate this feeling of being taken for granted everything. Even though I am able to put this happy face everyday, I wish sometimes people would know how it impacts a person by their actions. Its difficult for me to tell people this kind of things because sometimes, I bottle up this stuff too much and yet I can be blunt at the same time. How ironic. I don’t know why these few days, I just feel like clamming up my shell and keep quiet. I don’t seek to talk that much or express that much feelings these days. I just feel like being alone. As much as I hate being lonely, somehow I have feel at peace. Even now, being alone in my room for the past few days, kept me kinda sane. Though the mood is kinda mellow and low, but I kinda like the quaint life of not rushing to one end to another. I just feel like I am really at home.

Tomorrow’s week 12.